I wonder if I was pre puberty or post puberty when I first fell in love with a man. I really can't remember. I suspect the former because I never thought about I would do with a him, aside from marry him, he hold me in his arms and we would live happily ever after. I just loved him, simply and innocently. His name was Little Joe Cartwright. If you don't know who am I talking about, bad luck. You can Google him.
The actor Michael Landon died in 1991 at the age of 54 of pancreatic cancer. Looking back so many years later, I still get twinges.