It is a public post although achingly personal. You can read it here. The self confessed fatty Kez doesn't think he is a good example, or as he puts it, an anti-example. I whole heartedly agree with Kez. He is not a good example, and neither am I. Why would the not unattractive Kez say this? I expect for the same reasons I would. Kez gives his reasons.
I work full time in essentially the same job I have done for three decades. No one has given me anything. I participate in society. I have friends. I have family. I have a personal life and a net life, both of which are very important to me. I have a partner who is my world. Life without him after thirty three years is unimaginable. I am not poor, but nor am I rich. I consider my life is pretty good.
Yet, I wonder why I am here? What is the point of me? I don't have dark moments, but if I did I might consider my life is a complete failure. All I am doing is going through the process of life. I am not contributing very much to anyone or anything. I won't even leave behind progeny to mark that I was here in the world.
No, I haven't been at the known to be depressive gin bottle. We just seem to be here to live a while and reproduce, but what is the point of us? What is the point of me?